June 13th seems like a lifetime away. I so want to be pregnant but at the same time wow. Even if I get a positive there is such a high chance of miscarriage. I don't want to be pregnant only to lose the baby. I really don't.
My breasts hurt. Very badly. I'm going to wear a bra all the time now just to see if that helps. Maybe not wearing a bra was causing the breast pain? I don't know. I don't really believe that. I'm getting cramps on either side of the uterus pretty regularly and I definitely feel some things happening a little higher in my abdomen. Strange. But cool at the same time. I guess it will only be cool if its because of something good and not something bad though. I don't want a tumor or a cyst or a fibroid. I want a baby. I want to be a mama. I want to have a family.
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